Fear sit in a dark corner hiding from my fears. I trust no one because they don't understand. I try to remember the happy times, but I can't. I don't belong in my family or school. I'm isolated because of my fears. I learn not to trust when I got hurt and lost my way. No one understands the pain. They ask me if I'm okay, I say yes because I know thats what they want to hear, yet I'm not. I need to learn to trust, but when I trust I just find out i told my self a lie. I love the rain because it hides the pain and tears. I wear make up to hide my face. I don't want to be made fun of for who I am. I act my emotions because I am afraid. Only one person knows who I really am, a friend I can no longer trust. I don't belong in big groups. Only one person can save me from my fears, but he doesn't know who I am. Until he knows me I am forever lost in my fears.